it’s weird how everyone’s house has a special house smell and the family living there doesn’t notice at all but when you first walk in it’s like getting slapped in the nose with some weird brand of laundry detergent what’s up with that
I hit on girls I think are cute because I guess I get caught up in the moment but then i’m like nah it wont work out & I basically sike myself out of future possible happiness everytime . Partially because I still want you. & partially because I don’t have the energy or motivation to put effort into someone new . Maybe that’s why we stick around in shitty ass relationships so long. Because we’ve created this idea that if we’ve worked hard enough it’s gonna pay off in the end but that’s total bs because in the end most likely, it won’t. Well fuck ..